Goodbye 2012 and Hi 2013!

Assalamualaikum.

 Tak jawab salam berdosa, kalau jawab confirm saya dan Allah sayang. Hehehe. 

So, how's yours 2012? Everything okay? I'm still alive and breathing as usual. Praise to be Allah swt. But sometimes, I feel lonely. Friends always there when I'm happy, but when I'm sad, tiada seorang pun yang ada. So looks,  dont trust people too much, you'll get hurts alots. I repeat, a lots! Hilang kawan itu perkara biasa. But, hilang sahabat itu amat sakit. Teramat sakit. So what should I do? Nothing. Just, nothing. And okay. I'm just tired of crying. Missing them who never cares about me. Anymore. What ever it is, I'm still love, care and missed u'olls, girls.

Nasib baik ada 'kawan baik'. Ops. Sekarang bukan 'kawan baik' dah, sekarang dah menjadi kekasih hatiku yang tersayang. Mohd Radzi bin Darus. I'm lucky! Dia faham aku. Kalau aku menangis, dia peluk. After that, baru aku cerita semua masalah aku. Argh! Bagaimanakah hidup aku tanpa dia? Mungkin aku boleh lupakan, tapi tidak pada kenangan. I'm tired of being a dumb. I dont wanna my relationship ends up like before. I need a long relationship. Sekurangnya, sampai kahwin. Until, last breath. How I wish. I will make it for real. I'm swear. Dengan ketentuan Allah. InsyaAllah.

So, mine 2012 have alots of story. I can't cerita semua. Nnt kamu bosan baca. Or menyampah. Cukup lah sekadar disini saja. Okay? Muah. Thanks for reading.

For incoming 2013, I hope something special year ever. Don't make me cry alots. Pls, make me happy and I'm the one who lucky girl in this world. 

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I can't wait. New year with 'my future'! I love him so much. I'd never leaving. Trust me, Intan Nur Syaheera xoxo